[Reserved] For patients with hepatitis B in the Mt suicide Romance _millie experience the enduring.

Original address: For patients with hepatitis B in the Emeishan suicide Romance of the enduring experience: watching the snow off pavilion Special Note: This article is reproduced from the network, the original source is unknown, by the same door shield recommended to the senior Li Bo, switched from: http .: / / bbsjiexieyinorg / dispbbsasp? boardID = 2 & ID = 103543 & page = 1 <wbr> Original title: A "sick Sicko" Masterpieces encountered in Mt Romance <wbr> <wbr> <wbr> <wbr> < .wbr> <wbr> my frail from childhood, lived for twenty years, almost every year to be in the hospital for a month or two, several childhood illness is almost made me die. .Twenty-year-old year, I found suffering from hepatitis. .Not the kind of virus carriers, but the patient, the real hepatitis B patients, three positive kind. .This year I had just graduated from university, work is not found. .I have pretty good economic conditions at home, the family wants to approach around a doctor, to treat hepatitis B recipe I have learned. .But the treatment for six months and spent tens of thousands of blocks of drugs, the disease not only not go away, but getting worse. .And then his girlfriend away in Shenzhen, but also sent me a letter breaking up. .I was discouraged, feeling alive, not the least bit mean, not only their own pain, back to my family has created a significant burden, so it is the slightest pleasure in life and no, it is better to die forget. .After a period of careful consideration, I finally made up his mind, for this remaining years. .At that time I did not and the family that even a note was left with thousands of dollars ran away from home. .Feeling at that time was going to die anyway, and that as a good place to find beautiful, but also live up to this earth were born. .So I got on a plane to Chengdu, Sichuan, and then ride to the Mt. .I can not tell why go to Emei Mountain, but at heart a voice in guiding me, naturally chose the Mt. .The season then and now, as autumn to early winter, it is the most cool travel period. .That morning, bought a ticket into the mountains, from the foot of Mount Emei, I began to climb on foot, but did not choose to sit cable car. .According to my plan, after the golden dome on foot climb, stay one night, sunrise and sunset to see what's best, if not see it does not matter, and find a cliff to jump off one with eyes closed, once and for all. .Hepatitis B patients are generally very poor physical condition, and I certainly no exception, usually come to the stage one mile on a drag, but the day a bit strange, though climbing, my feet are incredibly light and how to get not tired. .Noon, the time has come halfway up the mountain, I had something to eat, ready to take a break on the afternoon of big bang and other Golden Summit. .You know, a lot of monkeys on Mount Emei, and those monkeys are presumptuous, not afraid of people, often robbing tourists. .I'm climbing season because few visitors, so the monkeys were left off every mountain man. .This way I have been harassed several times, but I do not care how, more afraid of monkeys, anyway, hold the die has been determined to no longer have any thing to his heart out. .Monkeys seem to know my mind, there is no excessive make life difficult for me, and basically given no food even if, and how does not struggle. .Lunch break, I also witnessed a massacre between monkeys. .Do not know why, there are about twenty monkeys, suddenly a big monkey in the siege, led by a female monkey. .Would only females but also with a monkey, do not know a few months, and we care about the family cat about the same size it. .Females desperate resistance, escape, but to no avail, twenty monkeys surrounded it, and even caught with a bite, and soon saw the blood, are given twin is extremely shrill scream. .Then I realized that this is not a monkey's play, but a life and death Wei Sha. .<wbr> <wbr> bird and the single females very strong maternal instinct, regardless of their own lives, always do everything we can to protect the arms of a small monkey. .It makes me very mixed feelings, thought the mother of mankind, it appears that maternal love this thing, not only across borders, across cultures, but also across species. .I pity was moved, decided to help only females, then recruited a few stones, threw toward the monkeys, but also loud yelling, trying to disperse the monkeys. .I really played a role in the intervention, monkeys were suddenly quiet down, stop the attack. .Injured females took the opportunity to escape the siege, incredibly, it did not run away, but I jumped back towards. .Only females of the body is not too large, about two pounds or so, the way it is limping from the valley came to me I see, females of the next chunk of skin torn back, exposing the bright red .meat, strange but not bleeding. .And there was a slap in the face of its wide-leg wounds, but it is bloody, keep bleeding. .Chronic illness into medicine, I guess it's femoral artery injury, it seems a very slim chance to live it. .Females at a distance of three meters of where I stopped, stared at me, his eyes dark, such as beans. .I also looked at females, from its eyes, I did not feel the fear of death, it gives me more a feeling of warmth tenderness. .Females are about half a minute I watched, then made a strange move, it put his arms from the hands of small monkeys fed to me. .I was shocked, but still took the little monkeys can not help asking. .The little pink monkey whole body, hair thinning, and perhaps it is also aware of the crisis, neither struggle nor against, in my gentle palm lying motionless, and only a pair of dark eyes, looked at me curious .. .I am holding a small monkey, not figure out how this is going, females turned rushed down the valley, killing up again, and monkeys, sharp cries rang again. .Then monkeys divided into two sets, a group to continue the siege of females, leading to another call in the bird under the leadership of the big monkey came around even at me. .These big burly monkey body, the less there are four or five pounds weight, which split mouth, bared his teeth, growled at me constantly. .But I can tell that they are not coming at me, they want a little monkey in my hand. .<wbr> <wbr> <wbr> <wbr> <wbr> I was also time to think, and my heart is only a thought, in any case make little monkeys live. .I quickly untied down jacket, the little monkey ends up inside the pocket, then ran and ran up the hill. .To be honest, ever, I have never had such fast ran out, though not as Liu Xiang, but it should be faster than Yao. .However, even if I run faster than Liu Xiang does not help, monkeys are easy to catch up with me, their predecessor in my body was back to jumping, screaming sound. .They fear the beginning of my size, not too presumptuous, but tentative Naoliao me several times, scratched my down jacket. .See I do not have powerful means of fighting back, that big monkey first real offensive was launched, how was I did not see, just remember big monkey jump high in front of me, and then shadow flash, my head is a burst of drama .pain, all touched with blood. .<wbr> <wbr> I also urgent, desperate sprint side, side to pull up the hat down jacket cover your head and face, whirl round the bag around again Flurry, monkeys resist the attack. .Breath ran five or six minutes, and my strength almost to the limit, the monkey who was scratched in several places. .I am almost unable to cope in time, meet up in front of an old man, the old man was thin, tall is short, six meters up and down also. .Yelling loudly in his mouth, but also with a bamboo pole to the stone road vicious beat. .Monkeys seemed to be afraid of this old man, heard the cries not how they attack me, when you see the old man, after being struck with a bamboo pole most of the monkeys is scattered and fled, and only lead of the big monkey bird also closely followed me, the constant .growled. .I'm exhausted, involuntarily slumped, the big mouth gasping for air. .Big monkey on me at a distance of less than one meter distance, with long canine teeth bared, ready to grab the little monkey in my arms. .Then the old man came, and he snapped the Sichuan dialect of large monkey said something, I just can not understand it. .The old man did not deter the big monkey is still sharply shouting, roaring sound of it suddenly rushed to my side, rubbing my chest of clothes. .My hand instinctively cover your head and face in one hand with the bags to break down the big monkey. .But the monkeys too fast, and it hit the back, my chest down jacket torn a big hole, but hit a large monkey lay a finger on but no bags. .Seeing the old man did not listen to his monkey, it seems very angry, and growled at the same time play a large monkey with a bamboo pole. .Big monkey seems to be ready to sacrifice, alert to seize the old man's pole, double even tear up. .Unexpected is very strong and vigorous old man, also a great effort, he dumped the pole up, four or five pounds weight of large monkeys were dumped him on the air, big monkey had to let go let go before the mirror. .Old man to continue pursuing big monkey, big monkey seemed to know they are not rivals, and a stalemate for a while after the old man slipped down the valley and escaped. .<wbr> <wbr> <wbr> big monkey off, the old man and I struck up a conversation. .Because the old man speak dialect, our communication was difficult, but will gradually adapt. .I catch the old man said to be the reason monkeys, and the little monkey arms out to him, hoping that he properly handled. .The old man the little monkey in his pocket, and then helped me up and said to take me to the doctor, a bandage body injuries. .I think Ye Hao, and followed the old man and move on. .Old man took me on a mountain road with two or three years to go the way, came to a house built in the mountains around his waist. .This is a separate stone house, water barrier on three sides are cliffs and deep valleys, I can not imagine, how in the scenic area will allow this building there, who live here what is the life. .Old man helped me into the house so I sat down and saw a dark room, furnished simply unusual, but very clean and very clean, there is the old nun was in the house kang meditation. .Old man with a candle, and then with the Sichuan dialect and the old nun talking fast, I still do not understand a word. .After they talked, the old man turned away, do not know why to go. .Old nun will come to me, look carefully at my injury. .Monkey on my head was caught out of a hole, very painful, blood flow has been, buttocks and legs were also broken in several places flexible, but are not too serious, problem. .Carefully looked at the old nun, she was about five years old or so, the skin is very white, a gray robes of the Buddhist, the head was also wearing a hat. .This dress like Buddhist holy sites in Emei commonplace, there is no fanciful. .But the nun's temperament really is what I have seen, she kind of calm, quiet, the kind of apocalyptic vision, the other person I've never seen before. .<wbr> <wbr> old nun View complete my injury, but did not give me any treatment, was I surprised when she suddenly with less pure Mandarin asked me not to Emei suicide? .I was shocked, blurted asked how she knew. .Sick old nun said I was destined to disaster, for whom life is not more than twenty five dollars. .I was silly, long time to recover consciousness, I asked how she knew my things. .She still did not answer me just say I did more than sick disaster, life is very short, because the evil past lives, karma owed a great result, but now is not the same, everything will be fine after ., but I would not in the twenty-year-old to die. .She also advised me to never commit suicide, suicide and homicide are the same sins, souls of those who commit suicide tend to sink a hundred years and shall not be able to bounce, very, very bitter. .I said blankly listening to her soul? .Past? .Karma? .These things I never thought about it, never believe in reincarnation. .But that moment, I do not know why, I believe that the old nun said it is true, without any doubt. .I asked her why my fate change, she is no clear answer, only that "people an idea of Health, the world knows foes." Kernel of an idea often can be people of God into heaven, a concept of evil, but also people .sink to hell. .Person's death, blessing, in fact, are more often on their own an idea of good and evil. .If I have the enlightenment, I asked her not because I rescued the little monkeys, can be considered good turn deserves another, so I will change the fate of the future?.���˲����� old nun said, bowing as cultivation of the mind, with a pure and heart, is one of the greatest happiness of the heart regardless of Buddha saints row. .The words of the old nun was too profound for me, and I can only listen confused, not knowing what to say well. .Old nun and I did not say too much, nor did I deal with wounds, and she sent me out a Buddhist, and then drifted away, leaving me alone in that stone house shrouded in candlelight. .At that time I have a feeling of living in a dream, feeling as if the day had only a brief moment, and like thousands of years after so long. .I took the old Buddhist nun gave me a rest for a while, then got up and down the mountain, and suicidal thoughts have disappeared without a trace. .In the way down the mountain, I was surprised to find that the monkeys were caught out even the miraculous healing of wounds, the clothes still in the hole, hair, blood coagulation, but the wound is gone, whether you head and legs .Ye Hao have disappeared, no matter how I feel, there is not pain, as if they never hurt. .At that moment, awe the first time I looked up at the sky, I think Buddha may be real, right? .<wbr> <wbr> down after I went home directly, from the beginning to the dharma. .<wbr> <wbr> Today, I still do not know that to save my old name yet who do not know that the old nun is the sort of person, but because of this opportunity, I went into the Dharma. .Now three years later, doctors do not heal my liver, and never given birth to a seriously ill. .Last week, I spent my twenty-fifth birthday, I did not die, I am glad. .But I glad we did not commit suicide, I have often thought of the little monkey, I think of it sentimental mother's eyes, his determination to die was generous, if not life and death, they staged this touching farewell scene, maybe I will not have chance into the .Buddhism, not to healthy alive today. .If I practice this life success in the future must be of good report on them. .<wbr> Recommended reading: Chengdelulou Group Chief Engineer the enduring legend of a monk who died a very tragic suicide, not a substitute for hard to find the reincarnation of her husband to help slaughter a pig 3 years, so why Buddha came to pick her? .Causal shocking story: the Dou change devils generation unjustly God revenge! .Jiuhuashan Heaven monk was given to teach prevention in a flow of secret police death case of One of two green ghost escorts, relatives, friends reciting Buddha successful students from the West beginning to be born in Taiwan in rural bliss? .Miracle! .Reborn to do thousands of big week! .Often drowned person (often an accident) where, and how to avoid further trouble? .Buddha and released three and a half years seeking the magical sense to recommend a good job and a good marriage of simple and amending the law.